Your hugs
Your kisses
Your smile
Your laugh
i miss you.

Your little arms
how they hugged me tight
I can't stop thinking about you
not with all my might
i miss you.

No matter what I do
i miss you.

Some nights are hard when I dream of you
and wake up to find you not there
reality hits me...
You are there, I am here.
[the tears fall harder] i miss you.

I think of how you are living,
and all that you've been through
It's hard not to worry
when I am thinking of you
I wish I could hold you
again in my arms
to have you fall asleep
and keep you from harm
To feel your little heart beat
and dry all your tears
To tell you, "it's all gonna be okay
you have nothing to fear".

You may not even remember me
with all the people that come and go
I am not just another one of those people
I love you, I want you to know!
i miss you.

It breaks my heart to be so far away
to see pictures of you as you play
I wish to be with you every single day
but here, here I must stay.
i miss you.

I don't understand God
I can't help but ask why
My heart continues to break
tears fall from my eyes
i miss her.

You I will follow Lord
I just don't understand
I need to trust you
Trust in your loving hand
Your timing is perfect
I know this well
but how come it is so hard now
sometimes I just want to yell
i miss her.

WHEN CAN I GO BACK?
i miss her. i miss them!










Then I hear you say, BE STILL and WAIT.























Although I don't know
what the future holds
I know this one thing
Thy Word, oh Lord, I'll uphold
You are always faithful
til the very end of time
I will continue on my journey
I will continue to climb

You see my heart God
You know all that I desire
I am wholly yours
For you, set me on fire

Give me your eyes
your heart
your desires
May I learn to sacrfice all that I am
all that I want
More of you do I inquire

Help me as I work through these feelings
feelings that you allow me to feel
I work through this for a reason
I know this is real

Even though I miss her
and the rest of them
You have control
They are each your gem
you are with them.





I miss anaika.