Tuesday, August 31, 2010

So Refreshing!

It is refreshing to be here in Thailand. To be in a country where they not only put their icecream on hotdog buns, but put corn and beans on the icecream as well, it is actually so wonderful! I thank God everyday for this opportunity to serve him here. From the students in my classroom, to the kids on the street running around with no shoes who are dirty from head to toe. Thailand is so interesting in that fact that yes, there are some beautiful, nice, rich parts and places, yet right in the middle of that are the dirty, smelly streets with homeless people who are barely making it through living in shacks (which look a lot the homes in Haiti). This can be seen somewhat in that states, but not nearly as much and to the same degree. It is hard to explain really, but definitely heartbreaking.

In the (almost) 3 week so far that I have been here I have able to observe so much. Although there is much here that you would definitely see in the states, there is also much that you wouldn't see and (the majority of it) is refreshing to me. For instance, today at lunch there was a dessert. Usually once or twice a week they have a dessert out. Now, in Thailand they don't make very good desserts (but the food itself is very tasty). As I was eating my lunch I noticed a very long line forming over near the where the dessert usually is (if there is some). I couldn't really see what the kids were getting though so I leaned over to one of the teachers and asked what the dessert was for the day, she said...jell-o. The kids were so ecstatic about jell-o! It is a huge treat in Thailand. My mind was blown away! In the states, jell-o isn't looked at as a yummy dessert that is raved over, yet here these kids wanted as much as they could get. It is simple things like that have been opening my eyes and keeping me refreshed. Different cultures are so wonderful! Things are just viewed so differently. For example, ESL is viewed so differently and in a good way. In the states I feel like ESL (English as a second language) and ELL (English Language Learners) students are viewed as such a negative thing and the children are treated as if they have a special need when they are ESL or ELL. While here, it is just what it is. Children from all different parts of the world are learning English and don't speak it well. This is because it is an international school, but ESL isn't viewed negatively and therefore I think the students don't get frustrated as much with it and believe more in themselves because they don't feel that they are a burden to the teacher. Coming in I was "preparing" myself to help these ESL students with their self-esteem and self-motivation, but it is so different here, in a good way. My eyes have been open and it has been such a blessing. I thank God so much for allowing me to have a better understanding of ESL and ELL students that I would have never have had if I wouldn't have come overseas to student teach. I am learning also, good strategies for ESL students! Such a plus! Every minute I spend with my students I really am falling more in love with them. I think since they are more adjusted to me and my teaching I can really get to know them and connect with them. It has just been wonderful! I was able to help get them all tested today to find their reading level. It was a great learning experience for me to do the reading assessments! I was so excited to learn how to really do it. My students' reading levels span from a low 1st grade reading level to a fifth grade reading level! Learning how to teach to every student will be a challenge, but I look forward to it! I am going to learn so much! They are such precious children who are hungry to learn and be loved. They have the funniest questions and talk about the cutest things. Each has their own personality.

A few days ago, Harry came into the classroom in the morning and was sitting as at his desk, not doing his morning work, as usual (haha), so I walked over and saw him staring at his hand as he opened and closed it into a fist. I knelt down and asked him what he was doing. He looked at me and sweetly said, "LOOK!" as he pointed to his knuckles while he was still opening and closing his hand. I explained to him that we all have knuckles as I made my hand into a fist as well and that they help us use our hands, otherwise we wouldn't be able to pick things up or grip things. He replied with "God made me cool!" He is not a Christian (to my knowledge), but so hungry for God. He is always asking questions about God and asking things like God made this? or Can I pray to God for this? It is so precious. Many of the students are like this. Harry has a rough homelife, but God has great plans for him, as well as for all my students! Pleae pray for them and their salvation. Pray that the Holy Spirit moves! Also, every Tuesday there is a special club after school called GNC (The Good News Club) and many kids attend to hear about the Gospel. It is kind of like AWANA, only right it is after school on Tuesdays. It is truly a fanastic ministry opportunity. I am helping with the 5th graders. Today was the first day and it was absolutely amazing! I love the kids and look forward to teaching them about the Bible for the next 7 weeks I am here. Like I said, they are all so hungry and open! It makes it so much more fun to teach them about God! Please pray or this as well. This is one of the reasons I know that I am here for. I have the chance to lead these 5th graders right to Christ which is so exciting! I didn't think I would like teaching the older kids, but am super excited now to!

Yes, it is still hot and humid. I have bug bites all over me, all the time. I get really tired from the heat and nasty sweating, but it doesn't matter. This where God wants me and so, I love it here! It's not about me, it's about HIM! Thank you all so much for you love and prayers. It helps me through my hard days to know that I have you all praying me through! I love you all! Another update will come soon!

Working for the Lord, not men,
Katelyn

Friday, August 27, 2010

Sacrifices

Experiencing a culture that is not your own really is fun! I never would have thought 10 or even 2 years ago I would laying on a bed in a distanct country from my home. So far this experience has been extremely eye-opening to see what it is like on the "other side", to be the one in the foreign country instead of seeing foreigners in my home country. I am trying to really look at things from another's point of view. How do the Thai people really view me and the fact that even though a lot of them can't read english almost all the signs in Bangkok are also in English and many stores have English names. How do they feel when they here English songs playing in the all the stores, but can't really understand them? It is very intersting and I really wish for just a few minutes I could understand how they really feel. I would really love to be able to read there minds. For now I just continue to process and enjoy the smiles as I walk down the street or through the mall!

This week just flew by so fast I can hardly believe it is gone. I have done so much lately in the classroom, picking up with teaching more. I've been enjoying it a lot! Working with Claudia is such a blessing and the kids, the kids are all so precious. Watching them play their little hand games, start to understand and get things in class, and to see them start to grow already, it has all been priceless. I am so thankful I have the opportunity to be here. I would not trade this for the world. I have been teaching the Bible and love it because whenever I teach a Bible story they all have their eyes glued to me and are hungry to listen and learn. It is wonderful to see. My first lesson was kind of crazy because the kids were adjusting to having me teach them, but now they are doing well and from what I have been observing and from what Claudia has told me, they are enjoying my teaching! Which is so nice! Today, I taught them the Bible Book Bop song to help them learn the books of the Bible. It is a blast! I look forward even more to next week as I start to teach cursive, spelling and math. I have been less and less overwhelmed which has been nice. I think it is because I am more adjusted and also God has been really helping me keep my eyes focused on Him! I feel like I fit right in here, not only to the school, but the culture as well. Although there are definitely times when I am frustrated that I cannot communicate well when I am out, I get overwhelmed with everything sometimes and the humdity is insanely gross at times, but I do like it here. I pray every morning for God to open my eyes, teach me and use me. Thank you for your prayers as well. Without you all praying me through I don't know if I would be able to do this. I appreciate you all so much!

Something that I really been processing and taking in is how all the students in my class are bilingual. It blows my mind how they can speak fluently in both Thai and English. I can only speak English fluently and EVERYONE wants to speak my language. What is it about English that makes people all over the world want to learn it? The majority of the students are at ICS for that reason. They help translate for the parents when I need to talk to them. Little 8 and 9 year olds translating from English to Thai!?! It reallly does blow your mind. I am falling in love with these kids. God has really placed them on my heart. It will be hard to leave them, but I look forward to helping them grow and learn in the time I do have with them. It does take a lot of energy each day, but it is so worth it! I am learning how to teach to every student in my class. When they don't understand how I am explaining things I am learning how to re-word things and help them understand. I have already begun to be stretched and look forward to being stretched even more in the weeks to come, although it may be tough at times, I am really learning. That is what I am here for right?! I have so many ideas I am excited to try. I am giving it my all. It is such a safe enviornment I am not scared to try things and fail. Plus, I know that with God, I can do all things! :)

Although I do like it here and wouldn't want to be anywhere else doing my student teaching because I am going to learn so much and impact the lives of these kids, I do miss Minnesota. Everyone is moving back into Crown and I am not. I will be missing all the fun of the beginning of the year and all that it brings. I will miss football and the beginning of fall with the beautiful trees. I am not sad in the fact that I am crying, but part of me really misses everthing and everyone. It is the little things that have been adding up. I miss Hayden a lot!!! He is getting so big and I am not there for his 4th birthday. I miss my friends, laughing with them, their hugs, just being with them. I miss Freshwater and the kids there. I miss the Bristol's, Vaughn's and Steph and Brian. I just miss Minnesota and Crown. I am very much excited for when I get to go back, but my time here is short. I am here and will focus on that. I just needed to get that out of my system. I have made many sacrifices in order to be here right now and that is because God told me to go and I did. He is worth it! He knows, he knows my heart and I will continue to obey and follow him. He will not let me down.

Learning to obey the Lord, even if it means making sacrifices, big or small,
Katelyn

Friday, August 20, 2010

The Land of Smiles


It is crazy to think that I have been in the land of smiles for one week so far! The time has just flown by! I am still adjusting a little bit. The Lord truly has been faithful in helping me with processing everything. It has been quite a bit of a whirlwind week, but I am getting more comfortable and getting to be more like myself after slowly working through jetlet. I am very thankful for the weekend so that I can rest and process all that has happened this week and then I will be more prepared to begin taking on more responsibilities in the classroom starting on Monday. Sometimes I am so tired that I can't stay up past 8/8:30pm, I just fall asleep. Part of the reason is the fact that I am still getting over jetleg, but then also, observing and processing not only the culture, but the classroom as well, I am tired. It has been wonderful though to get to know things better, especially my students. They each are so unique and special. I really look forward to getting to know each of them better. God has placed me in their lives for the next 10 weeks and I am truly blessed and privileged to be able pour into their lives. I am getting more organized in the classroom and feel that I am read to start taking on more. [I put on my bullentin board about myself (picture at top of blog entry) today and am very excited for all my students to see it on Monday.]

Student teaching is definitely going to be some work, much more than practicum. Dr. Chappell wasn't kidding, but I am excited. It will definitely have its challenges, ups and downs, but I have much to learn and am so blessed to have such a supportive and encouraging cooperative teacher, along with amazing, new single lady teachers to stand by my side not only in school, but outside of school as well, going out to eat and shopping together. I am enjoying this community so much. Words cannot even explain how much God has been faithful to me in leading me here. This is exactly where I am suppose to be. I am ready to take each challenge as it comes, learn all that I can, and enjoy the time I have here.

This week I wasn't teaching any major lessons, just getting acquainted with the school, schedule and students. I helped with small groups and helped the students with their work. (Working with some of the students this week, on their math for example, I was reassured that teaching is what I am called to do. Words really can't express how much fun it was to help two students understand their math and see their faces light up once they got it! I can't wait to teach more than just helping some students with some math problems!!) It was a good week. Much to take in, but I made it. Student teaching is more than just teaching students. It comes with managing the classroom, students, parents, issues, lesson and curriculum planning and so on. There is a lot that goes into it! It is all about being able to balance it all and this is what I am going to learn to do. I know all about teaching and have taught in the classroom a little bit last semester, but I have never fully taught, taking on all the responsibilities of teaching. So, this week I just soaked it all up. Now this weekend I am going to process it all. The school has great programs to help with curriculum mapping and lesson planning. I am excited to explore it more this weekend so I can use it in the weeks to come. They gave me full access to everything. I love the feeling of really being a teacher now! It is like when I was 8, playing school in my basement with my friends, only now, it is real! The grading is real, the lessons are real!

On Monday I will slowly start to take over the classroom, about one subject area a week, until in the middle of September I will have full control of the classroom for 3 weeks! It is so good to "fade" in because there is so much that if I was to take it all on at once I would die out right away. Claudia is a wonderful cooperating teacher! (I know I have already said this a lot, but it is true and it is hard to put it in words just how wonderful she is!) She is big on hands-on activities in class and collaboration in class which I am thrilled about. I am going to be able to try all kinds of things during this student teaching experience! She already has been giving me lots of great tips and been sharing with me wonderful information about making websites and activites. It has only been one week and already she is such a big help to me not only now, but giving me things I can use throughout my entire teaching career! God knew exactly what he was doing when he worked all this out.

The students in the class are a wonderful bunch of kids (they picked me some beautiful asian flowers the other day!) , but almost all are below reading level and need a lot of help. With a good portion of them having a hard time understanding english it does make it more of a challenge, but just from observing this week, I am going to love helping them learn and grow! I look forward to this challenge. Although all the students must speak only english in the classroom, since the majority of them speak Thai, they sometimes will talk to each other in Thai. It is funny because we have to tell them or "remind" them they are only to speak english. (I hear Thai a lot walking down the halls, or at the beginning and end of the day when parents are at the school. It is really interesting!) Sometime one of the little girls (who speaks barely any english) gets really frustrated because she can't communicate, but she is actually improving a lot on her english! This is a common case. I will be working with a lot of students who get frustrated because they don't know how to communicate well in english or they don't understand what is going on. I really am anxious to learn how to work through these challenges and become a better teacher. I have been already learning a lot from Claudia as she handles these kind of situations. She does such a good job with it!

Some of the random things that just don't really fit with anything, but that I really want to share with you all:

-I feel so special and important because every morning the guards sollute me as I walk into school. This culture has high respect for teachers. I love it!
-You can order from almost any fast food resturant and get it delivered! Yes, McDonald's and Subway deliver! haha, I find it so interesting and cool!

I am getting use to the rain, sounds, and smells of Bangkok and have really been enjoying the sweet culture. It rained a lot this afternoon into the evening so it cooled down quite a bit, which is nice. The humidty is lower right now! Oh, I took the bus for the first time yesterday. It was cheap and an actually pretty fun! I was with some of the other teachers. They are such a blast to be with. This really is a great place to be. I can feel God moving here and look forward to getting out more into the community, but teaching takes first priority! I have many more weeks to come, packed full of many great moments... moments of mistakes and learning, moments of joy and laughter, moments of tears and sadness. They will come as I continue to get more settled. I do miss being in Minnesota and see on facebook how everyone is going back. I do wish to be there to see everyone again, but I know this is where I am suppose to be and I will be back there again soon!

Thank you again for all the prayers. Please pray for me as I continue to adjust and process through everything and begin to phase in starting Monday. I will continue to keep you all updated when I have time.

Love,
Katelyn

Monday, August 16, 2010

The First Day

{I just want to say that blogging is a lot harder than it looks. I want to make sure that I touch on everything, but there is just so much that I always miss something or I don't describe things in much detail. I do apologize, but hopefully you can get a general feeling/understanding of what Bangkok is like, what the school is like, what I am up to and what God is up to in my life}

I just finished eating my yummy dinner that I just made! It actually turned out! I am so proud of myself. I made rice with chicken, snowsnap peas and baby corns :) It may have taken a lot of energy to make it, but I did it! This probably won't be a regular thing since it is actually cheaper to eat out...it's about $1.50 to get a big meal. Super cheap, I love it. Yesterday, I got the most amazing smoothie from a small little place on the street right next to the campus of the school. Everyone was telling me about how great they were and dang, they were right! I have never had a better smoothie, even from the states! And it was only 25 baht which is less than a dollar since the exchange is 32 baht to 1 dollar :) Pretty sweet huh? (no pun intended! haha). I have really just loved spending these past few days getting acquainted with Bangkok, but am definitely ready to start what I came here for...teaching!

I didn't go off campus at all today, which was kind of nice since I have been doing so much walking and exploring around this friendly, left-sided country. (There is so much to do and see in Bangkok!)I think I am finally use to driving on the left side now...it was so weird at first! I am getting more and more use to the sounds and smells of Bangkok and a foreign country in general. It is kinda nice. Feeling the humidity hit me and smelling the different smell of Bangkok as I opened my door this morning reminded me that I am definitely not a home, but I am getting use to it, slowly, but surely! I have adjusted to the time and "life" here pretty well in the past few days, but now it is time to adjust to being a teacher in this new setting. It takes more energy than one would realize. Just observing today was pretty draining. I am all set up though. I have my ID, keys, email, computer password and everything. I feel so offical I love it! My students are the sweetest kids I have ever met. There are 15 kids... 7 girls and 9 boys. I have 2 Americans, 1 Korean, 1 Norwegan (sp.?), 1 Canadian and the rest are Thai. I even have one little boy Thai moviestar in my class. Crazy right? I know! lol The classroom is very cute. Claudia did a wonderful job setting up her room and establishing good procdures and rules. We are going to work together so nicely. She is a sweet woman! I am going to learn so much from her! I have already been writing down some of the things I like that she does with her students :) Tomorrow is actually first "real" first day from start to finish in the classroom (I was getting my ID and everything taken care of this morning I went to the classroom a little later) and I am very excited.

Right now I am still trying to not be overwhelmed. I have a tendency to worry and overwork myself even if it is just by thinking. One step at a time. Jesus said, DO NOT WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW FOR TOMORROW WILL WORRY ABOUT ITSELF! I need to remember that God is in control. This is going to be such a great experience and I wouldn't want to be anywhere else right now doing my student teaching. This school is one truly amazing school with a tremendously wonderful staff. I am so blessed to be here, so blessed that God placed me here to learn and work in this nice country. Thai people are so friendly, all you can do is smile when you see them because they are already smiling so big and bowing at you. It is such a refreshing culture to be in!

Well, I have to be up early so I think it is time to start getting ready for bed. Another long day tomorrow! Please keep me in your prayers as I continue to adjust and begin teaching. I will start to fad in, teaching more and more, next week. (This week is mostly observing and doing small activities with the students). I can really use pray for a clear mind that is set on God, so that I can adjust.

Learning how to not worry,
Katelyn

Sunday, August 15, 2010

a Sunday overseas

I love going to church overseas. There is just something about it that gives me goosebumps and smiles the entire time I am at church. Being with my brothers and sisters who live so far away from me almost brings tears to my eyes. Today, I went to the biggest Thai church in Bangkok, with Jessica. It was a wonderful church and I hope to attend there every Sunday I am here. It seems that churches overseas are less time concerned and more focused on just worshipping the Lord, which is what I love doing! They will just keep singing if the spirit leads them too. It is so wonderful!! (But yet they don't last for hours upon hours.) They have an english translation of the sermon you can list to so you can understand the sermon, which is really neat because you can still be in the church with the Thai in the background, yet you are able to understand what is being said. While we were worshipping together today (in Thai and English) I almost was moved to tears a few times. I was just thinking about how amazing it was that even though we don't look the same or speak the same language we could still worship our Savior together. It is experiences like this that I live for and look forward to while I am here. I could feel the presence of God in the church and its a feeling I love getting. The last time I really had it was worshipping with my Haitian friends back in March. It was fun because when we were singing 'This is the Day' I was singing it in Creole instead of English :) I have been "falling in love" more and more with this place as I get more settled and such. I can now say a few things and actually feel comfortable saying them, have been trying more and more food, and have a better sense of direction, well somewhat. Thai people are so sweet and friendly I have loved getting to know them more. The language is still tough with the tones, but I am getting use to it. God has really been helping me! He is faithful! Even though I know I love Haiti and miss it very much, God is showing me a new love I have for Thailand. He is teaching me that I can't be focused on either Haiti or Thailand...my only focus needs to be Himself and what he is going to do. I need to take myself out of the equation! The sermon today was really good. It was on keeping the altar in your life burning. I am suppose to be a living sacrifice daily for the Lord. It is not about me. This is something I think God is working on hard in my life right now. All I am is really for Him! It doesn't matter if my computer is acting up and is really difficult to use right now or if I can't speak or understand the language around me...God is what my eyes need to be focused on. I need to continually thank him for everything he is doing in my life and thank him for the things he has blessed me with. And then I need to continually offer my life up daily as a living sacrifice to him!! He is all I want and He is worth it! This is a learning journey for me and I am looking forward to learning along side of many other people :) I am not perfect, but I have a God who is. He will help me as I learn!

Learning how to crucify the me in myself daily,
Katelyn

Saturday, August 14, 2010

A city of 10 million


Bangkok is a wonderful city. It is hard to explain what it is like, but it is funny because as I was walking around yesterday with Jessica and Lissa, I felt almost at times as if I were in New York City and then a few seconds later like I was in Haiti and then in back in Bangkok. I guess the reasons are one, a city is a city. It has specific smells and sounds, but the reason I felt like I was in Haiti was because of some of the smells! It is crazy, but true. Also, though I think because of all the markets on the streets in certian places you just know that you are not in the states at all, but I feel more like I am back in Haiti. You can get things for so cheap at the market. You can also find some of the strangests things in the market too! I love the markets probably the best though. They are cheap and more fun to shop at. (You can usually bargin down a lot of things as well). Explaining Bangkok is a difficult thing to do though. Even through pictures, until you are here you can't fully understand what it is like. IT IS HUGE!! Think of Milwaukee...now triple that and spread it out all the way to Germantown (for those of you who live in Minnesota, take Minneapolis and St. Paul and double it!!) That is as good as I can get to giving a visual to how big this city is! I do love it though. It is filled with so many different kinds of people. The Thai people are very sweet and I am beginning to pick up on little words and sayings to communicate with them. It is funny though because I walking around on of the stores, which is across the street, today and they had western pop music playing (California Girlz to be exact lol). I felt as though I was back home. It was really strange, but sort of nice in a way.

I was able to finally get a tour of the school today and oh my word, it the most beautiful school I have ever seen. The set up is seriously awesome. I wish schools in the states had this set up. Hopefully I can take some pictures sometime and show everyone. The entire campus is big, but not confusing at all actually! I am going to love it. I saw Claudia's room and know I will fit right in. I am so anxious to get into the classroom. I wish it was Monday tomorrow!!

Tonight I ate at Pizza Hut, but what is interesting is that even though they have quite a few "western" resturants, they have crazy things at them that one can order that you would never find in America and their portion sizes are a lot smaller! My regular DQ blizzard was tiny, but very good!! It was another fun day getting even more situated and settled. My room is even more homey and getting to know Jessica and Lissa more has been wonderful. Yesterday, we went on an adventure exploring downtown Bangkok and it was really fun (picture on facebook). We went to Sima Ocean World and it was a blast. We also went to a few of the markets and got some good stuff for real cheap. I love that things are less expensive here! (Oh my, the rain is POURING!!! i can hardly think! it is the rainy season and all of sudden it will just start pouring for a few minutes and then stop and be done for hours...it is crazy! lol). Tomorrow I am going to a Thai church with Jessica. I really like having her as a friend to help me around because I am just not comfortable going places (in which a taxi or bus is required to get there) alone yet. I thank God that he placed her in my life here!

Thailand is very wonderful and I know these 10 weeks I am here are going to be some of the most amazing weeks of my life, but I still miss Haiti and have wished a few times I was there instead of here, BUT this is where God wants me and therefore I will focus on doing my best here, getting to know THIS city and THESE people and children (and students). I think once I meet my students and get to teaching my feelings will change. Don't get me wrong, I want to touch the lives of the people in this community and country. It is just that I still do miss Haiti. Especially when some of the smells make me think I am in Haiti. I am very much excited though to see all that God has in store for me while I am here! :) He knows what he is doing!!

Learning to Trust the Lord day by day,
Katelyn Moore

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Safe and Settled in Bangkok


Well, after my 28 hour trip over I am finally here! What a trip it was! Tokyo was absolutely crazy. My flight was delayed almost 3 and 1/2 hours due to mechanical issues with the plane, but I finally arrived in Bangkok at 2:00am and arrived at the school at about 3:30/4am (their time). It is extremely humid here (I am very thankful I have A/C) and it is the rainy season, but it is very beautiful. I haven't gotten out much, but hope too this weekend! After I unpacked and got settled in yesterday, Elsie took me to Central Bangkok, which is one of the biggest shopping malls with all kinds of fun stores (including many "western" stores and resturants) and it is only a few miles away :). There is even a Starbucks in Central Bangkok!!(Seriously, I really do have it all) I went grocery shopping and such. It is really nice because the majority of the signs are in Thai and then under the Thai is English. And almost all the resturants and stores in the area have English menus! It is so nice! Bangkok is a huge city and I am a city girl, I will be just fine here! I am close to everything!! I love it. I had my first Thai meal yesterday and it was very good! I can't wait to eat more Thai food! Driving is opposite here and so that is taking some adjusting, even though I am not driving it is interesting still. Thai people are so nice and they are very quite. Walking around yesterday was fun, but I am still processing everything and trying to get over jetleg, but I like it here. Everyone has been so welcoming and friendly, it has really made it easier to begin to adjust.

My apartment is very nice. I love it! I am on the top floor, the 4th floor, all the way on the end. On my floor are all the single lady teachers. All between the ages of 22 and 26! I met my neighbor Jessica yesterday, I haven't met anyone else yet, but will today. We are all going to downtwon Bangkok. I love how God works though because Jessica and I are so alike! She is 24 and will be teaching 4th grade (one grade above me) and this is her first full year of teaching! She is such a blessing! We talked for a while over coffee yesterday and I am excited to get to know her better. I know she will be a big help to me while I am here. It is nice to have someone to call a friend! I just absolutely love how God knows exactly what he is doing! He is so completely faithful, from the big things, all the way down to the small things.. it blows my mind.

Monday I will start teaching. Yesterday and today are holidays so there is no school until Monday anyway. I am beginning to prep a little bit though and am very anxious to get into the classroom and meet the students. Claudia told me a little about her class and it is going to be a wonderful class to work with.

That is all I can really think about right now. I am still adjusting, but seriously, I can't say it enough, God is so wonderfully faithful and I am clinging to him still as I continue to discover Thai culture, make a few mistakes, and get over jetleg! He is faithful :) Thank you to everyone for your prayers! Pleae keep praying for me as I start teaching and continue to go through adjusting. I know my days will not always be perfect and I will have difficult days. This is where I am suppose to be though! God has me, I can feel his arms around me! It is the best feeling. Well, time to get ready for the day. I am going with a few other single lady teachers to downtown in a little bit!

In Him,
Katelyn

Monday, August 9, 2010

The time has come!

The countdown is done, which is crazy! My time to leave for Thailand has arrived. I can hardly believe it! My bags are all packed, everything is ready to go!! I can't even truly believe that tomorrow I am off to the airport to fly to Bangkok, to start my student teaching!!! I am filled with so many emotions. I am excited and happy, yet sad (that summer is over for me) and anxious! God has brought me so far. I would have never thought that I would be doing this, but it is not about me. God has replaced my old desires with new ones. Knowing 100% this is what God wants for me though is the only thing that I really care about. It is time to follow him as he leads.

It has sure been a crazy time the past few days though. I have been fighting my anxiety and worry, as well as some major headaches. I have been having a lot of migraines (a.k.a. spritiual battle) the past few nights and I haven't been getting much sleep. The reason I know this is because a few nights ago when my head was pounding hard and the pain was shooting through my head down my neck, I started to pray aloud and as soon as I said the name of Jesus, my headache stopped. God is on my side, regardless of what Satan tries to throw at me! If God is for me, who can be against me right?!? I know that God is going before and preparing everything...all I need to do is relax, trust him and let him "drive", but it is a challenge. It is so nice to know though that God is in charge of this all. He has provided everything for this trip. He is good and has blessed me with so many people to pray me through this and support me. (Thank you to you all. I love you)

I know that God is in control, but I would still love your prayers. I will keep you all updated on here and on my facebook in the days to come! I am looking forward to sharing with you all that God is teaching me :)

Prayer Requests:
-Pray that my flights go smooth and I make all my connecting flights
-Pray for me as I start student teaching. Pray that I can touch the lives of these children, as well as pass my student teaching :)


All I am for Him!
Katelyn